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I'm in a Better Place Now

by Shinpainai

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1.
Overture 00:40
2.
I promised you a new son but I brought you back the new moon I thought you would have liked it We could stare at it 'till noon or maybe 3, or maybe 5 or maybe whatever time you like We could pick the lemon tree before it's ripe I promised you an autumn's branch and the snow beneath my footprint but I’ve never climbed a tree before and winter's fall has melted Oh you called me a million things but I never called you once and I never say what I really mean I'm not feeling the way I should I thought I knew my shoe size but first I need to learn to crawl I thought that I knew my own strength if only I had strength at all I'm not feeling the way I could I was gonna make you proud
3.
I will forget your name I won't recall your face because you look the same as the one or two or three or four others You tried to lead me by hand I think you had this all planned and though I'm bigger than you I'll be sure that you forget who I am But there's a lot of things that I can't do and there's a lot of things you can't do too I'd ask you for a hand but people are temporary I'd only be as frustrated as you are right now I can't be left alone I can't fill in my throne by myself but I can't be left with you I can't heat up your cool Why am I my only friend why am I my only enema I've marked you as a trend and I've marked you as an enemy What the hell is wrong with me And I will leave you behind There's first impressions, and then there’s me I only hurt myself I hurt only myself
4.
Spinning 04:00
Everybody that I know is beautiful Oh trust me that's something I believe sincerely Everybody that I know is so special and it's like no one else can see it except for me When I asked what you were doing you said you had your heels up as if to click them thrice and disappear from me I thought I could carry you up on my shoulders  to show you what your feet could never dare to see but now that I'm seeing you instead of just feeling you I realize your toes had never touched the ground You said you wanted new perspectives that's what everybody lives for but nothing that's worth anything is free I saw you in the clouds that day and you told me you were spinning you told me vertigo is just a state of mind What did you mean that day I suppose if I ever see you on another somehow someway I'll have to ask. You move so naturally Everybody that I see amazes me and I realize  there’s still a world outside of what I see Everybody that I meet looks so happy so where does that leave me I hope I meet you again
5.
I flew back home the other day I thought of all the right words I could say to my family When I was through, they all said “good for you” and there went a whole thirty seconds right out of my day The sun in the sky looks awfully familiar I remember it’s glow even though I haven’t been here in a while Then it came to me: the sun I see is the same one that I saw when I left this place long ago Bittersweet the people I see look the same as they did years ago I flew back home the other day I thought of all the right ways I could look at you But in every city I saw so much prettier even though nothing has changed in a while Sentiment lost in the pavement (what a shame) of a sidewalk I have walked on before Now that I’m finally so near it’s easy to see so clearly: there’s nothing left here for me anymore
6.
I've forgotten your address and I couldn't help but ask myself why I’ve forgotten your address and I couldn't help but laugh at myself I've forgotten your address and I couldn't help but smile because I've forgotten where you are

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Here's from me to you.

Written/recorded during August-December 2014 & January 2015.

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released March 26, 2015

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Shinpainai Wailuku, Hawaii

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